You don't know how scared I am now.
You don't know how much I'm regretting this.
I yelled at you because I was afraid you would notice that.
You would spit at and turn your back against a gangster, wouldn't you?
So long No Yoon Jae.
Yoon Jae. He's already hurt enough. Don't hurt him anymore.
I beg you.
Can you only see No Yoon Jae's hurt in your eyes?
In my eyes, I can only see your hurt.
Aren't all managers supposed to be like that?
Don't ignore what I said by acting annoyed or uncomfortable.
You're not stupid.
- Let's go. - If you knew I would act annoyed or uncomfortable
why did you say it?
You shouldn't have said it then.
You shouldn't have said anything at all.
Stop it.
Episode 11
San Ho yah.
Don't say anything.
A gangster's heart is nothing. You know that well.
Mom..
What do I do?
Could you forget everything?
If you knew that you are not my mother
would you be able to forget it for me?
Hyung
If you're not sleeping come out.
We need to talk.
Listen carefully to what I say now.
Talk.
First of all, I'm sorry.
I'm not doing this with any kind of bad attitude towards you..
Just say what you wanted to say.
Break up with Hee Ran.
You..
I beg you.
Was that it? What you wanted to say?
If you break up with Hee Ran you can easily find another great woman.
If you guys keep going like this, in the end I'll have to block you two.
- So without getting hurt anymore.. - What if I can't?
You can't?
What if I can't ever give up Hee Ran?
I'm someone who will consistently do bad things.
- Do you want me to crush you in my own hands? - You'll crush me?
How much will it hurt?
It can't hurt more than the lie you told, though.
How long were you going to keep lying?
Were you going to fool me and your mother till the end?
How'd you find out?
It's more like how did you find me?
How could you find me and lie to me?
Why did you pick me?
Why? Why?!
Do I look like someone who would think long about it?
Then why did you appear in front of me then?
- You don't even know how to say sorry? - Why should I be sorry?
Did I cheat or steal something?
I only let a bastard whining for his mom..
Okay, I'll let you hit me once.
You should've just left us money and left.
Why did you hang around here for no reason?
The two of us don't have any blood mixed together.
You look good coming into act like the son that you wanted to be.
Are you done?
Since I let it out, what's gonna stop me from saying more?
In that time, I have hidden my real self inside
and kept from bursting out of your 'kind' brother.
Is this all you've got?
What's wrong with this?
Is being truthful a sin?
Do you feel better when you look at me like that?
Instead of using your face and eyes like that,
find a lighter mood for you and leave.
Is this all you can do?
Aren't you going to hit harder?
You're really..
Leave? You want me to leave now?
- How? How could you say that to me? - Then do you want me to hang onto you now?
You want me to lie to you again saying I'm your real brother?
You want it?
Fine. Do you want to stay here?
Do you want to be Kim Bok Ja's son?
Do you still want to a brother like me?
You told me you could feel the connection between us.
What connection? We're not even blood-related
so how could I have any feelings?
Good job, Kang San Ho.
You're brave.
Goodbye, No Yoon Jae.
Now you're not my hyung anymore.
So go away.
Ahjussi. Ahjussi!
Honey, I can't seem to find Ahjussi.
I need to get my homework checked.
You don't have to do this anymore.
Let's eat.
It was mainly used for organizing.
You should be okay living here for a while.
Yeah.
But why'd you leave your house?
I have my reasons.
Did you guys fight?
You're supposed to fight and grow up.
You know my twin brother?
If we start fighting, he always has to let go to end it.
but when he does stop he does it real fast.
And what he says in the end is that he meant to let go.
Isn't that what brothers do?
After a day, go back in with your family.
Hello.
It's been a long time.
- You've been doing well, right? - Of course.
I made these songs myself.
It's not much.
Why are you giving this to me?
I want to drop out of my company.
Under President Nam?
Do you think there’s a place for me in your company?
I'll even come in with no contact agreement.
Hold on a second. What about President Nam's contract?
Well, if you could put it away quietly I'd have nothing else to ask
but if you can't then I'll call a lawyer to deal with it.
Well..
You're the only one that can help me.
I'm not even sure that we can handle a great singer like you in our company.
You just have to let me stand in front of a stage so I can sing.
You took care of me for almost 4 years and you know me better than others.
And I know that much about President Nam as well.
Are you afraid?
Truthfully, I am.
After I got out of that company I couldn't sleep well since.
I'm saying this for your benefit.
It's not just about getting out.
Leaving President Nam is standing on the suicide line.
Your career could get totally corrupted.
You think I came without thinking that?
I'm afraid of President Nam too.
But do you know what's more scary?
Someone else taking over my life.
Keep the CD and listen to it.
Nice seeing you again.
It's time to let it out.
What are you talking about?
Everyone's talking about Manager Kang at the broadcasting studios.
What did he do?
What do you mean. Everyone knows what he does.
I didn't start it.
Leave it alone.
President Nam, aren't you being to lenient with Manager Kang?
- If it were someone else they would be fired... - Manager Cho.
You know why people call me 'Midus'?
Because you can lead the new stars to success?
A real Midus can skirt around issues without going in detail.
That is brilliant.
- Do you know what a Real Midus is? - What is it?
A real Midus doesn't just lead, but sometimes has to throw away.
That way there won't be any trouble later on.
What happened?
Oh, Manager Kang.
- Let's talk outside. - Me?
Ow!
You took my mom didn't you?
What are you talking about?
The lady at the market says
some business man that looks like you took her away.
business man? that's not me..
Then who is it?
Manager Kang..
What did president Nam say to you?
He told me to find your address
- and bring her back safely. - So suddenly?
Yes, suddenly.
Does there have to be a reason for the two to have dinner together?
Even so, you tell me if anything like that happens.
I go crazy when I find my mom missing.
Of course I will.
- Also, my mom doesn't like raw fish. - Ow.
Do you understand?
Aren't you going to eat lunch?
I don't feel like it.
Hello?
Father?
Are you living here?
Why did you come?
What do you mean why? To make sure you're not dead and you're alive.
You knew from the beginning didn't you?
But why didn't you say anything to me?
You know as well I can't say anything that I had promised to the heavens.
You heard from the heavens?
You mean about my birth mother?
There was an unavoidable situation
and she said she couldn't take care of the child anymore.
all she said was that she wanted to die.
I can't say anything more.
I'm sorry Yoon Jae.
Even if I beg of more will I never be able to know more?
You should have told me earlier.
You should have told me that I wouldn't be able to find my parents in this world.
Then I wouldn't have relied on anything.
I'm sorry.
What do I do now?
Go back to Canada.
Go back?
I threw everything away and now you want me to go back?
If I go back to Canada what will that resolve?
Will my pain go away? Will I find a mom or a family?
It's better than feeling troubled here.
- Pack up and leave soon. - No. I don't want go.
Even though she isn't my birth mother
I loved her.
and what if I really did find my real mother?
I'm going to find my mom regardless of what other say.
I said I can eat with this hand.
You're messy when you do.
here. Open your mouth.
Thanks.
For what?
Well for a lot of things.
San Ho yah..
If I'm gone in the future, I want you to watch over Hee Ran.
As her father, I didn't do much for her.
Give it to me.
Did you and Manager Jang have a good meeting?
What about Manager Jang?
Watch what you say in front of him.
You don't know how much San Ho helped me all this time.
Hee Ran, whenever you have something hard to deal with tell San Ho..
Dad.
Here.
Chew and eat.
It might be because of the medicine but you said you can't digest as well.
You can go.
Let's talk for moment.
I have nothing to talk about.
It's about Yoon Jae.
You knew right?
What?
Were you the one who told my brother?
I only gave him a warning.
I knew it.
Well, thanks. Thanks to you
Yoon Jae and I fought yesterday and now he left the house.
What? To where?
He didn't even tell you where and left?
You worry now because we're talking about him.
I thought he went to you and started a new life there.
Don't you ever feel any remorse for anything?
It's worthless to get caught in that kind of stuff
it doesn't help in life,
and it doesn't help in making the right decisions.
So I threw it away a long time ago.
Well, I was wondering what you two were doing anyway
so I guess it's a good thing.
You're a bad person.
You're the one who made me into this.
If you and my brother didn't keep going
I would have felt sorry for my brother right now.
I warned you too.
Touch one hair on Yoon Jae
and I won't ever forgive you.
I don't want any forgiveness from you.
maybe if it was love..
If I ever see you two together in front of me again
you'd better watch out because I'll show you the real gangster.
Can you check up Yoo Bong Chan and tell me what room he's in?
I'm telling you they're in a much tighter relationship here.
Seeing that Manager Kang is already here taking care of Hee Ran's father
It seems like they almost planning a wedding already for Hee Ran and his brother..
Did you find out how long her dad was at the hospital?
No.. not yet.
You just do what I tell you to do.
Stop getting distracted and hurry up.
Yes.
meet me at the cafe in one hour.
Mom. talk in here.
Sung Ho yah.
I'm Kim Bok Ja.
I'm your mom.
I miss you Sung Ho a lot.
Does Sung Ho miss me too?
Now what do I say?
Just say what you want.
I'm so nervous.
Then say it in English.
The one I taught you last time.
How do you do Sung Ho.
Glad to meet you.
and you..
are fine.
Sung Ho I love you.
Good job.
Sung Ho yah. I'll be there soon.
Look at me.
You can't forget my face okay?
Bye.
Thank you.
I knew you wouldn't be able to say no.
Say no?
You said you would help Yoon Jae.
You should do it instead of me.
Okay.
I'll get going.
Eun Soo.
Yes?
This might be kind of a hard favor.
But you know that San Ho is having a hard time.
Please help him.
To a person that can't help him, you know how strict that kind of favor is?
Unlike you I can't make coffee
and I can't say nice warm words to others.
But there's one thing I can do better than you.
I wanted to make you laugh and I couldn't think of anything
so I thought all day.
- Don't worry about it. As time passes by.. - Shhh.
So I prepared a song.
Will you listen to it?
Rice Barley Rice Barley Rice Barley Barley Rice Rice
Are you tired or are you sad
Are you mad or are you crying
Say goodbye to all your worries forever.
Take both your hands and lift them up and say
hoorah hoorah and
try to get me!
I'm so embarrassed
I did it so you could laugh and you're crying..
who said I was crying?
I'm laughing now.
Last time when I cried because of my dad
someone sang me a fun song
and it helped me a lot
I hope you can feel better like I did.
If it weren't for you I would still feel down.
Thank you.
Unni! You looked more prettier than ever before!
Did you know when you finished at the end I got goose bumps all over my arm?
All the other singers were worried about how they would sound after you when they lip synched on stage.
Surely everyone needs to recharge like you.
Out of your best performances this was the best! Best! Best! Best!
Did you two fight?
Fight? that would take love too.
You were caught right on the spot. You should have been nicer.
Sure. Can I take these now?
Yes. Did you see Unni on stage?
Yeah.
Wasn't it to die for?
Yeah.
How did you write it down so precisely?
When I followed this. Do you remember the woman who was here last time?
Yeah, she said that she liked it, too.
That's good to hear.
I wanted to call you when I had time to say thank you.
You must be busy so I'll hang up.
Hey Eun Soo.
yes?
Is San Ho doing okay?
What do you mean okay?
Why are you asking me when you guys live in the same house?
Yes, well I'll drop by sometime on the weekend.
You're love life is very confusing.
What?
You spend a weekend with Hee Ran riding bikes.
and one weekend you'll drop by Eun Soo's place.
Which side has your girlfriend in it?
Oh and another person.
the person that you always eat lunch with, Hee Jung.
If you're going to organize, take away Hee Ran.
Why do you think that?
Because she's a star and I'm a lawyer?
How should I put this..
You're like a gentle lake
and she's more like a raging wave.
I feel like all your good qualities will be blown away when you two meet.
Anyway, I don't think a happy ending will occur between you two.
I know I shouldn't be doing this to you.
What can I do. There's no one else to ask.
I don't have any money.
It's not about money.
Can you take care of my mom for a few days?
What about your brother?
Don't even talk about him in front of me.
Did you two fight?
That's why he asked me if you were okay..
Who did? No Yoon Jae?
Yeah.
Crazy bastard. What is he to worry about me?
tell him to worry about himself.
Are you going to help me or not?
No. Am I your promise keeper?
You only come when you need help..
I wouldn't ask anyone but my pretty friend.
Ask Yoo Hee Ran.
what?
Well seems like she's been quiet because she hasn't been on TV lately.
Anyway, I don't want to.
Yah! Eun Soo!
Go on ahead.
Okay.
Hello. Do you remember me?
Last time with Father No Jin woo..
of course I remember.
What are you doing here?
I came to meet someone.
At this building?
yes.
Wow. what a small world.
I work at this building too.
- Really? - Yes.
- okay well I'll let you meet the person. - Okay.
Actually!
yes?
I don't know if I caught a busy man at a bad time.
No. Any friend of Father is an important person to me.
Important person?
Yes.
So you live with your mom and your brother?
Yes.
Why? Is there a problem?
No.
I was so happy when I heard that you found your family.
Is your mother good to you?
Yes.
What do you like the most after meeting your mother?
I had vague knowledge of what a mother was back then.
When I used to draw or write at school
I didn't know what to say when the topic was mothers.
I would hear others say my mom makes pancakes for me
and feel jealous of those kids.
Now that I actually have something to say about my mom
I feel very excited and good inside.
Didn't you hate her after throwing you away?
well, If she was a normal person without any problems then maybe.
But she was someone who threw away her son and lost herself as well.
I forgave her all in one moment.
We lived on opposite sides of the world
my mom with her life on one and mine on the other.
And also I thought maybe I was the only one that could cure her pain.
So I really liked it.
I'm sorry. I cry so easily.
- you must feel uncomfortable. - No I don't.
I didn't even know I said this much.
I have no relationship with them anyway.
What? Have no relationship?
There's a reason.
You said your appointment was at 2? We should get going then.
yes.
- This is for you. - Yes?
Last time I saw you, it looked like you really liked this picture.
No, it's okay. It looks like you brought it for someone else.
Please accept it.
I want to give it to you.
It's as if the painting is alive and it knows where it wants to go.
I think it wants to go to you.
If it's not anything other than you don't like it, please take it.
Well then, at least I can pay you for the painting.
Then it wouldn't be a present.
I painted this not because I wanted to sell it to you but to give it to you.
Please just take it.
Thank you.
Then I will pay for the drinks.
Okay.
- Mr. Kim. take me to the church we went to last time. - Yes.
It seems like he is having a hard time.
Even when I asked him about his family he didn't look happy.
Is there really no problem?
If there is, I want to be able to help solve it.
Can you tell Yoon Jae about his family?
Since he's all grown up I think he could accept it.
But..
What's the problem?
I still feel like he might not accept me.
No. He will accept you.
He loved his fake mother, but he will love his real mother as well.
he said he wanted to find his real mother.
That's what scares me.
That I can't be as good as his fake mom.
and that I might hurt him again from the way I live now.
Yes, gan byung een (someone with liver disease)
Just four days is fine.
How much?
Why so expensive?
Okay fine. You can make him come tomorrow right?
I'll call you back later.
Executive Cho.
It's been a long time.
Yes. what are you here for?
Oh I'm here to see President Nam for some contract problems.
Did you and Manager Jang have a good meeting?
President Nam wants to go somewhere with you.
Where should I drive to?
Let's go to the hospital.
What?
Where Hee Ran's dad is.
why? You don't know where it is?
I know.
San Ho, you're here.
Be careful and be comfortable.
Mom, if you match this puzzle I'll buy you ja jang myun *ja jang myun = noodle with black bean sauce*
I didn't know what your dad would like so I bought cheesecake.
My dad likes sweet things.
Um.. Never mind.
There you go again! I told you that if you stop talking in the middle it ruins our healthy relationship.
Do you want me to die early?
I feel like it's unimportant.
I like to hear unimportant stuff.
What are you trying to tell me?
I thought about what if you and your dad went to Canada to live.
Why?
I mean its more comfortable for me to live in and your face is known everywhere here.
I thought maybe it would be comfortable for you too.
Then what about my songs.
It seems like you really want me to quit being a singer.
No, it's not that.
you can come when you want to release your albums.
Ahjussi, do you think a singer is some kind of part-time job?
I'm almost 25 now
but why do you talk like I'm a 35 year old singer.
Anyway, I don't think a happy ending will occur between you two.
I heard Hee Ran went behind my back meeting other record company managers.
I wonder why a person who told me she'd do her best would completely turn around.
That.. I made her do that.
It's not Hee Ran's fault.
It's been too long since you've been gone because you've already forgotten the rules.
If she wanted to get away from me then she should have quit singing.
So your saying that you won't let anyone out of your hands until you throw them away.
Good. You understand.
I won't let that happen to her.
Think of what would help and hurt her more.
Let's go now.
Yes.
Thanks for taking care of him instead of me.
He originally has a kind heart.
I didn't mean to trick you on purpose.
Forgive me.
There's no forgiveness in this area.
If you want my approval then you have to prove yourself true.
Yes.
Anything that you say or do counts as a strike.
The punishment is your decision.
Looks like the game will end earlier than I expected.
I'll be at the car.
Are you crazy? Think straight Kang San Ho! Stop it!
I told you not to see him.
Are my words not words to you?
I told you it would become like this!
Move!
You're not going to move?
You bastard.
Nothing can get through you. Bastard.
Hit me.
I'm no longer your brother now.
I still can't believe the fact
that you're not my younger brother.
That we're no longer related in any way.
So why don't you hit me to help me understand.
Now.
Aish.
It's all my fault.
Ahjumma.
- It's not hot, right? - Yeah.
I didn't come because of you.
I was worried about Ahjumma.
Oppa. Did something happen outside?
Hey! Everything you say has oppa here and oppa there!
Since when did he become your oppa?
Hey Eun Soo stay over there. Mom, it's Eun Soo.
You. I'll be over there soon so don't you go away. you!
- Stay over there! Mom. - You.. San Ho go away.
Don't hate him so much.
I'd rather hate him now.
I want to completely forget him
but the more I try the more I see him appear in front of me.
and it gets caught in my heart.
I guess I can't face the reality.
I would like it if it were a lie
so I could go back home
forgetting the past.
I wish I could live like that.
I know.
but You and San Ho both got hurt.
Do you think san Ho hurts like I do right now?
Do you not know San Ho?
Even though he says those words his heart is not like that.
A heart on the floor of truth
is more warming and kind.
You know mom?
Don't you think she looks like an angel when she sleeps?
Yuhbo (husband).
Mom, why aren't you sleeping?
Can't you sleep? You want me to sing for you?
Yuhbo, I was wrong.
About what?
I promise I won't bother you about going to Canada
so just bring back Yoon Jae.
Do you really miss that bastard?
Yeah.
What's so good about him?
He has no money. And he's no fun.
You still like him though?
Yeah.
Then we'll call someone like him and find your son.
I wasn't supposed to bring him in the beginning.
It's all because of you.
Yoon Jae said he would forever live with me.
Then why did you bring me here?..
If I weren't this kind of person,
If I were a better person
I wouldn't even have done this kind of thing.
What did you do when I was going around fighting gangsters?
You only worked to raise money to find your older son.
and you cursed at me for being a gangster
and you always used to hit me when you saw me
and you called me bastard.
How could that person become a good man?
How could that kind of person love others?
It's so quiet here.
Let's be a little more patient.
Even without that bastard we were well off together.
Come in.
It's been a long time with Manager Jang right?
Hee Ran likes the food here.
You probably knew since you come here a lot.
Manager Jang said he's now investing in our division.
He came yesterday and showed me the investment contract
and the theme looks really good.
It's smart people like him that can get our company to bloom.
Don't you think so?
I'm really growing to like you a lot Manager Jang.
I didn't see it before.
If I knew you were this smart I would have kept you by my side.
Hee Ran. Isn't the world a small place?
What do you mean small.
It's so big I don't have a clue where to go.
That's why you need a guardian like me.
What is it?
A present for you.
What?
A delivery just came in.
I Signed the paper for you.
I have something important to tell you.
I will go to your work place at 7pm.
Why?
Well it's a person from when we went to HwaRang
and she says she has something important to tell me.
A girl?
She could be my mothers age.
That's more scary.
These day having younger partners are popular.
Hey. She must like you.
yeah right.
The meeting is about to start.
Ahjumma!
What are you doing here?
Do you know how many times I've been running around the neighborhood?
The Canada Ahjussi isn't here yet. Call him.
What do you mean the Canada Ahjussi isn't here?
This is bad. They said it would rain today.
Instead of this, Let's go inside the house with me and wait.
No way. Canada Ahjussi will get hurt if he's out in the rain.
Call the Canada Ahjussi and ask him when he's coming.
Hurry up. Call him and ask when he's coming.
He's not answering.
Then call here. He told me to always keep this.
Hello. Excuse me but can I talk to No Yoon Jae please?
He just went in a meeting.
Thank you.
He's in a meeting. Let's go home and wait!
Then let's go to hush and give him this umbrella.
What?
If you don't want to fine! I'm going to go give it to him.
Ahjumma!
you try it out.
No. I don't know how to play.
Just hit it like its a stick or something.
Try it.
Try it again.
Don't be so nervous.
Relax your shoulders.
Nice shot.
See, it's hard the first time.
Who Said they could get everything the first time.
It may be hard now
but if you continue to follow me you'll thank me one day.
The singer is playing but why is the manager so busy?
What's up?
You came to the hospital with President Nam.
My dad says you were being more of an asshole than President Nam.
Well he saw it right.
I know President Nam probably forced you
and you hit Yoon Jae because of President Nam.
You must be really depressed right now.
What are you trying to say to me?
You want to quit too right?
Do you want to hold my hand Kang San Ho?
What?
We just have to get rid of some of President Nam's evidence.
Then with that I'll be able to make a deal
and move to a different company.
With you.
Why of all people me?
Because the poorest person here is you.
So you want me to backstab President Nam?
Out there would be better than here.
Do you really think you'll be better off away from here?
The stuff out there is like chewing up a piece of gum and spitting it out.
I told you that's why I need the evidence.
I'm not asking you to answer me now.
Just think about it.
Then what are you going to do for me?
Isn't it good for you as well if you get out of here?
Not really. I like it here.
Because if I just do what president Nam wants then I won't get kicked out on the streets
But if I follow you out, then I have to worry about my life.
Try to convince me.
What can you do for me?
What do you want?
You.
Don't laugh.
Because of your laugh it became like this.
This is fun.
I always laughed because of you
and now it's because of my laugh?
You think about it.
Yoo Hee Ran.
You bad girl.
You selfish girl.
Kang San Ho.
Just say you won't.
and don't be shaken because of a girl like me.
Just stay there.
If you say yes
then I'll feel too sorry.
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Am I hurting you right now?
I don't want to be.
You're my mom?
Please forgive your mom.
I made a mistake.
Forgive me just once.
I can't.
I'm your mom.. Yoon Jae.
You said you want to get away from President Nam.
Then here's your going away present.
Thanks.
Today's thank you will stick with me forever.
Can't you hear my heart?
This heart that's almost about to explode, cant you hear it?